I combine art and therapy to help people
Acute sensitivity that sees beyond surface layers to create unconventional magic with Art.
I’ve seen the highest of highs and the depths of darkness.
I APPRECIATE the contrast and complexity of my journey so far, BUT I DID NOT CHOOSE AN EASY PATH.
I have lived with such burning passion and intensity, that as I write this in my late forties I feel a sense of completion, in the way that matters to me, that is a double edged sword.
Having experienced some extraordinary states that I was searching for from age 19-20, it is not just the answers or internal feelings of limitless freedom and acceptance, that have occurred now enough, to be enough. It is the contrast of the insane struggles and internal battles that make me feel, I have lived fully in this life.
Without big material goals or unfulfilled desires, I could conclude ‘today is a good day to die’ - a shamanic concept that is a question for daily reflection; where you ask yourself have I done what I set out to, and left my affairs in order? Put another way: I could ask if I was laying on my death bed, would I have any regrets or unfinished business? No.
This is like arriving at base camp Everest. A good place to get to, merit granted for effort, But with breath still flowing and a strong body, I am at an important cross roads. This isn’t a blissful place, it’s both pregnant with possibility and yet void-like. The real next challenge is still ahead and needs a damn good somebody, to distill the core essence of who I have become, and am becoming, to pass through the next gate. Hmmm…..
The two sides
I have worked through trauma, and other heavy stuff, whilst also having happy relationships, a successful business and much to be grateful for.
We all have issues, some more than others and most therapists are drawn to this path, because they have learnt something so valuable they wish to share it.
Whilst therapists are required to reflect and work on themselves, for continuous professional development, investing in self-mastery voluntarily beats buying premium bonds or bitcoin any day of the week, in my personal opinion.
A few years ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD and suddenly I made sense. I am still exploring the tip of this iceberg, but am getting better and better at managing it.
Hyper focusing is a common symptom of this brain wiring, as is inspired out of the box ideas and on the flip side, burn out. It is powerfully helpful when understood and channeled. But is hard to diagnose, and for me, only became acutely evident, when all structure was removed during lockdown.
I have deeply healed myself twice in this lifetime (with help) and have had two near death experiences. These made me who I am today. When it comes to healing, nobody can do it for you. You have to find your path yourself, and helpful guides come in and out to provide signposts and support to keep going.
On my path I met spiritual teachers and therapists, attended retreats, studied Western astrology since I was15 and have trained in Hypnotherapy, NLP, Feng Shui, Reiki and Shamanic work - to name a few. More recently I have held 3 art exhibitions, carried out live works at festivals and gigs, hosted 2 ceremonial workshops, and connected to charities that need support. I have deep purpose and feel blessed.
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“A beautiful and moving image now graces my wall: layers of vibrant colour alternatively reveal and conceal forms of significance, depicted with emotion and artistry. The abstract quality is such that it is a timeless piece I will always value and enjoy. Thank you!”
“Human Form: Beautiful Dreamlike quality of the animation was matched by the music which I thought has hints of Vangelis Blade Runner which is strangely appropriate. The deram movement was interrupted towards the end by some flashes of animation - I would have liked more of this even though I didn’t understand what they were. Thought provoking.”
“I asked for Rachels help with a young family member. They were having mental health issues which involved refusing to attend school, withdrawing from friendship groups and showing signs of psychosis.
Rachel discussed with me her findings regarding her birth date and time in relation to her specialised work. Together we put a plan in place as I was to help. I carried out her recommendations. She stated that this time would come to an end this Spring and they would be through the part of the chart that was causing the chaos.
I am so excited to report that they were again attending school until the lockdown. She is fully interacting with her family and is again part of her friendship group. Due to the lockdown and her now being well she is catching up with the school work she missed and will be ready to start again when the time comes. She is now off all medication which included ADHD and antidepressant prescription drugs. I cannot thank Rachel enough. If you are on the fence regarding her work, don’t be, it will be the best thing you could do for yourself and those you care for.”